New Year, New Me

                                                                    Happy New Year, Happy New Me. I’m happy to say im still here and gaining in strength and confidence. New Years Eve I went to an evening wedding with Doomsayer. It was his friends wedding not mine. He got extremely drunk. So, drunk in fact he passed out on the floor just after the speeches and before the meal. I had to get help to carry him to the car. I couldn’t get the seatbelt on him. So , I gave up and drove home with it off. I managed to get him into the house and left him at the bottom of the stairs while I went to put my things on the table upstairs. In the meantime he tried to walk upstairs and fell backwards  down the stairs breaking a small table and picture. My son heard the crash and came upstairs. I was debating if I should call an ambulance. But, my son who luckily is a big strong guy, lifted him up and threw him over his shoulder and carried him up to his room. I helped him undress him and we put him to bed. It was now 10pm. So, thinking why should I spend yet another New Years Eve alone . So, I sent a text to my special friend to see if he wanted company. I figured if he was busy I’d go back to the wedding. I definitely was not going to sit there alone. This is the start of my New Year, New me and I wanted to start it as I plan to go on having fun. As luck would have it my special friend was home alone so I went over and spent the evening with him. I was really tired the next day since I only got 2 hours sleep before work. But, I was feeling very warm and floaty after a lovely night with him. So, that carried me threw the day.