Monday, 29 July 2019

Bizarre Dream

Last night i had a very disturbing dream. I wasn't upset during the dream it all seemed very matter of fact. But this morning ive been struggling to understand it.

I will relate my dream to you

Im asleep in bed. Im woken by knocking on the door. K gets up and answers it. He invites as yet the unknown woman into the house. He then starts shouting at me to get up.I say i want to sleep, but he drags me out of bed. Standing in the living room is the girl / woman who bullied me when i was a kid. K is helping her to undress and wrapping her in a blanket because her clothes were wet. She says he is mine now we have been seeing each other for months. Then K shoves the wet clothes into my arms and tells me to go and wash them. I take them to the basement and dump them in a pile on the floor . Then walk back upstairs. They are no longer in the living room and are instead in our bed. K says you can sleep on the couch. Instead i pick up my clothes off the bedroom floor and drive off.

A week later i return to pick up my mail. K asks me to come back, she only wanted to split us up he says. I say i dont give second chances and walk away.
In the mail is a cheque. I cash the cheque and buy a ticket to Wales leaving right away.When i arrive at the airport my brother is there. He says ive got the fishing rods in the back of the car. We drive to a very special fishing spot in the mountains that we used to go to as kids. We set up our rods in the river and sit in this beautiful tranquil spot looking at the flowers and trees. My brother unpacks the picnic and says i have your favorite egg sandwiches and wine. I lay back and look up at the beautiful blue sky. My brother says this is the spot you wanted to come to die. I say yes it is. He says thats why your here and i say i know. Then i just have this wonderful feeling of calm and peacefulness


I havent thought about the bully susanne in probably 30 years. I actually battered her with a cricket bat when she hurt my brother. I could ignore her bullying me but when she hurt my little brother i saw red. I dont think K would bring a woman into the house and do that. So, i find that part strange.  Then is the other part a premonition of death or something else. Im confused. Does anyone reading this know anything about dream interpretation.



Tuesday, 9 July 2019

Don't Consider Phoning in Sick To Work, Karma Will Bite Your Ass



Over the weekend i spent a few days camping up north and going to the Napatak Ramble.
It was a wonderful two day event. The first night was all the local talent and the following night was the main entertainers. I must admit i really enjoyed the local bands they were so good. I especially enjoyed Funky bus ( video below ), so much energy you feel like rocking out to them.




I did have to spend the weekend hobbling around with a strapped up ankle. Which meant no dancing and difficulty navigating around. I think karma was teaching me a lesson though. I had planned to phone up sick for work for one day because i couldn't get the time off. But, i ended up rolling my ankle in work .So,i guess karma was saying "hey if you want to be off sick,then you can be sick". So,one day off has been extended to a week
There wasn't a whole lot of food i could eat there being gluten free. So i lived on taco in a bag and fries. Not the healthiest choices but all that was available.
K hates Off spray and says it gives him a headache. I said i needed it,but he said i was just exaggerating . He said no one reacts that bad to mosquito bites. So,i kept covered up and still got eaten alive by them. Now he feels guilty because im a spotty , itchy mess. I told him they love my sweet welsh blood. It has no immunity to them and my skin reacts really badly to them.
Even with all the negative stuff it was a great weekend. It was interesting have no WiFi or TV and having to entertain yourself around the campfire. Maybe thats something we should all do sometimes to reconnect with nature.