Woman Overboard

         

 Thank you everyone for all the mail. It was interesting that even guys didn't think I was over reacting. In answer to a few questions.

Do you mind him talking about the other people he sees ?

 No I don't mind him talking about the people he sees . We have both been aware we see others from the start. If we were sat there on the sofa talking it would of been fine. It was the fact it was while we were having sex. It made me feel that I was just some surrogate body to fuck because he couldn't be with the women he wanted to be with.  

Why didn't I say something at the time.

 I've been very emotionally fragile this past week and so even though I was hurt at the time I didn't want to over react. I needed time to think about it. But, in honesty all that has served is to make it worse by replaying it over and over again. 

Has he done this before ?

No, he hasn't done this before.If he had I wouldn't be having this conversation with strangers . Since I haven't had an opportunity to speak to him about it yet I need to give him a chance to respond. But, it is essential that I feel during the time im with someone that they are engaged with me and enjoying and having a fun time with me. I need to feel I'm with someone who wants to be with me. 

 One reader presented me a very poignant question. Would he of been so disrespectful to the other woman by commenting how amazing I was at sucking his cock just as she was going to do it to him. I think I can answer quite positively no he wouldn't. 

 So,  this will be end of my thoughts on this for now. I'm going to head off to my aquafit class better to drown in the pool instead of these rivers of tears. I might even get lucky and have someone throw me a life jacket to save me. Life is certainly giving me an emotional beating right now.