Subscribing To Be A Viking

           


 I firstly want to clarify something about my posts. I don't write about my problems seeking sympathy or expecting anyone to be my knight in shining armour and rescue me. I write because I find it therapeutic. I'd be a depressing person if all I ever talked about was my problems in person . Instead I like to write them on here. Get all my negative emotions out and be done with it. I don't write this blog for other people. I write it for me. If other people read it I'm happy . If they find something interesting in my life they can relate too and feel I'm not alone out there even better. Everything I have done in the past ten years has been my decision. So, I have no one to blame but myself for poor choices and indecisions. It may not sound like it but this year has been the happiest of my life. I seem to of hit it lucky on so many levels. A job i love, a grand baby to come, and what has been most unexpected and most welcome has been meeting a fantastic guy.     I long ago gave up any hope of finding someone special. I usually find it's a compromise. Sex is often okay but they are not interesting to talk to. But I've found Someone who I can trust, who seems to accept my uniqueness, even if he doesn't understand it , and best of all is the most amazing lover I've ever had. I wouldn't tell him that though he might get big headed. We seem to connect so well together during sex , he gives me the most mind blowing orgasms. Sometimes I feel like my head is drifting on another planet and I can't even open my eyes.  So, all in all I feel God has blessed me this year.