Lights, camera, action and now lets do retake

                                                                     Just when I thought life couldn't get any worse. Life decides to throw yet another cog in the mix and say haha lets see you deal with that now bitch. Over the years work has always in general been a safe haven. Somewhere I could go and switch off my other life. But, not so yesterday . During my week long absence there had been numerous changes at week that I spent most of yesterday catching up with  A big change had been the resignation of the building manager and installing of a new one. I work in a large facility and the building manager oversees the running of them all. So, not someone I have to directly work with but someone I will be interacting with on a daily basis. I read the letter and the new managers name had a familiarity to it. I just kind of figured I'd come across him in my previous homecare job. I never saw him yesterday but then this morning he came over to see me since I head up the safety committee for the whole facility. Have you ever had one of those moments when your brain goes into shock and everything stops and seems to go in slow motion. That was me earlier today. When I saw him I recognized him as a guy I'd had a 3 month affair with 8 years ago. It ended when his wife found out. She made my life hell for months after. I had to change my email and cell phone number. He wanted to carry things on even after she found out but I said he should probably deal with the stuff at home. I never knew what happened after and after a few months I found another guy to fulfill my needs. Yesterday he said he had wondered if it was me when he saw my name on some documents and actually invented an excuse to come and check out if it was. He said I can't believe you have hardly changed you still look as beautiful as ever. I just said thank you and you haven't changed much either. What do you say in that situation. He told me he got divorced after that episode and did try to contact me 6 months later but I had of course changed my email and cell number and he couldn't. I just wonder now how awkward it will be working with him. I don't feel any attraction towards him. Just weirdness right now.