Godless spoiler ahead.Last night I watched the final episode of Godless on Netflix and I was crying by the end. I was so upset they killed Whitey and I really thought Roy would stay and take care of Alice and Truckie. But, I was happy Roy made it to California to look for his brother. So, many ups and downs in one episode. My favourite character by far is Mary Agnes. The tough gunslinging sister of the sheriff but the kindest heart.
I've been trying act normal at home but it's hard when I'm feeling so much more confident. Doomsayer actually commented yesterday you've got really independent I'm starting to feel you don't need me anymore. I wanted to say actually once I'm completely financially independent I won't be sticking around. I have glanced at pt jobs. But, until my daughter has the baby in February I can't apply for anything. I'm not planning to leave until after my grand baby is born since I don't want to bring any unnecessary upset and distress to her. I mean I've lasted this long what's a couple of more months .
What helped was when the counsellor said live your life like you want. He's going to be angry if you do something and angry if you don't.So,either way he's going to be angry so just do it. Also, it helps having funds in the secret account , an emergency friend list and a safe place to go.
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