Decisions Decisions

 

My current dilemma is a new car or holiday. I'm desperately in need of new wheels my car is not going to last much longer. But, my brain is still trying to figure a way to work a holiday in there somewhere. I really want to sit on a beach, meander through some ancient ruins and sip on a cocktail served by a hot waiter. What fun is a metal box that gets me from A to B. Of course the practical me will prevail and I'll try and find a male friend to come car shopping with me. Unfortunately my knowledge of cars extends no further than where to put the gas in , and the only thing I'm interested in is what colour it is.   

 

    

 

Finally I'm starting to feel more like myself. The past three weeks I've been an emotional wreck. I know it'my body adjusting to the meds but I was starting to feel I'd been inhabited by a foreign entity . I'm not normally a very emotional person so crying for no reason whatsoever is a very alien feeling to me. I've only ever cried once in a movie. That was the Bridges of Madison County during the truck scene. I watched it at a time in my life when I'd made a similar decision and it reflected my feelings in ever way. I felt Meryl Streep was me at that
exact moment.  

Sometimes its the smallest decision that can change your life forever.