So,in answer to a question, " How are things going between myself and K". Fantastic, apart from the non existent sex. He no longer seems interested . I don't know if hes just lost interest in sex or if he no longer wants sex with me. Either way I'm not going to bring the subject up with him anymore its a pointless exercise since it changes nothing. I've brought it up twice already in the past few months.So,I've kind of resigned myself that this will be more of a platonic relationship. A complication is the reemergence of a former FWB . I hadn't had contact with him in years, but i had a car accident before Christmas and he was the only person i could find to come and help me.I have returned the favor by doing a good deed for him but now hes suggesting we rekindle our other relationship.He asked me out for lunch today, which i have excepted. It is just lunch. However my brain is turning things over. P is an amazing lover, hes still gorgeous and funny. He is younger than me but only by 6 years. Hes not one of the young studs i did get accustomed to for a while.However i am torn. I love K and i don't want to wreck our relationship by cheating on him. On the other hand I'm getting so sexually frustrated. I want sex 2-3 times a week at minimum. Not once every couple of weeks. Anybody got a solution please share it.
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